I guess it has to work out.

Well. I have been really overwhelmed lately with all there is to decide; things like where to go to school, what to study, what classes to take, what to do to fill free time, and basically any and every other question that bothers a recently returned missionary. The other night my sister in law Lindy stayed the night at our house and we had a nice little chat. She really helped me see that things cannot go wrong. Even though for a moment everything seems to be a huge mess, the Lord has a unique plan for each of us that sometimes entails things we do not have planned out. Maybe getting everything I wnat when I wnat itu wouldnt just make me spoiled but alos would keep us form fulfilling the most important things I need to do. Maybe I havent always been the happiest person, but where would I be if I had been. So I guess my point is, Things wont always turn out like I wnat but I shouldnt even want them to. Sometimes our future holds things even more amazinfg that what our minds can imagine and we have to hold on and wait for it.


On my mission I found this video that I really liked. It gave me a lot of hope.




Good things do come.

It starts.

Well Im home. I got back from Mexico a week and a half ago and now am just trying to adjust to nothing. That is tough.
My first week home all my siblings came home and we spent time together and life was but a dream. Then they left and its just mom me and Melissa. Now I just spend my time trying to pick up where I left off, but not completely. Trying to find important meaningful things to do instead of wallowing around the house.
I closed one chapter of my life, and am heaidng on to a new one. However this part scares me even more than the last one. Now its time to make REAL decisions.